hmmmmmmmmmm, i wonder if anyone still read blog eh. but anyway...love God! thanks for always being there! He who always given me the attentiveness but i always still feel so tired. my bad though. always slept late. anyway, he is my savior and my love<3 praise lord for everything in terms of bad and good! one must know to be appreciative and always rejoice! :D

"so do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10

i know..its never gonna be the same..because im the one who break everything away.
amidst of trying hard but on the verge of giving up. because i know...i just know... that its not the same.

why is this blog so awesome? lol

worried.couldn't sleep. wondering how you are doing there. hope you are doing fine. come back soon. we miss you.

sometimes human are really difficult to understand. i dont get it. of course, i know its meant for my own good. but because i didnt get the whole story across, the other party gets the wrong idea. i really need to go some place where i can really be independent. i need to think. i need to repent everything. i need to know myself in order for other people to know me. i know, god is fair.