HO CHEK YING :D

2011-05-15T02:02:00.002+08:00

hmmmmmmmmmm, i wonder if anyone still read blog eh. but anyway...love God! thanks for always being there! He who always given me the attentiveness but i always still feel so tired. my bad though. always slept late. anyway, he is my savior and my love<3 praise lord for everything in terms of bad and good! one must know to be appreciative and always rejoice! :D

2011-04-10T21:58:00.001+08:00

"so do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10

2011-04-03T16:26:00.003+08:00

i know..its never gonna be the same..because im the one who break everything away.
amidst of trying hard but on the verge of giving up. because i know...i just know... that its not the same.

2011-03-27T22:27:00.003+08:00

why is this blog so awesome? lol

2011-03-12T23:44:00.001+08:00

worried.couldn't sleep. wondering how you are doing there. hope you are doing fine. come back soon. we miss you.

2011-01-06T00:27:00.002+08:00

sometimes human are really difficult to understand. i dont get it. of course, i know its meant for my own good. but because i didnt get the whole story across, the other party gets the wrong idea. i really need to go some place where i can really be independent. i need to think. i need to repent everything. i need to know myself in order for other people to know me. i know, god is fair.

2010-12-23T00:37:00.003+08:00

i finally know why... i guess not everyone knows me well. no doubt.the difference between her and the kids...

2010-11-18T23:38:00.009+08:00

TAEYEON TAEYEON TAEYEON TAEYEON TAEYEON!!!!! hahahahahaha

2010-09-20T22:03:00.002+08:00

why not ask it yourself? since money is so much more important.
thanks for not asking whether im alright. thanks:D greatest human of all.
rather not eat than ask for it.

2010-09-20T21:53:00.001+08:00

i rather die.
and i will not cry. even if im gonna cry, im gonna suck it all back. just to stop it from flowing.
cause the tears dont deserve you. and i , dont deserve to cry

2010-08-03T19:22:00.003+08:00

read finish a book. thought about a lot of things. life, family, parents. and came down to one option to thought of throughout the way back home.
the one who bought me down to earth. no him, no me. my father. i thought about all the promises i made to him when i was young, how he remember so clearly while i just scoffed about it. how i promise saying "papa, they dont love you, i will love you" with a hug to end off it. and till now, my father still remember clearly and would always say "last time you would always say i love you if they dont love you, what about now? nothing." and all i would reply is "dont be disgusting" in chinese. it may sound like a small joke back then to me..but what i think of now is how he must have hurt when i reply back that sentence to him.
i always wanted attention when i was young. who doesnt want attention? kids are all the same. they do silly things in order to get the attention of their parents. and im one of them. i tried stealing things so they would give me the attention. and when i finally get their attention, all i could do was look down and didnt even dare to uttered a word. because the attention was not what i wanted, the attention i wanted was love and care. there was once when i went out and play with my brother at the playground and gotten beaten by mother because we went back home late. i still remember how my father cried, asking my mom to stop beating and how he say "dont be naughty next time, my heart hurts when you get beaten" . i dont know if i cry because of what my mother inflicted the pain to me, or what my father said. i guess now, is what my father said.
when i was young, i would always stick to my father. how i wished he would pick me up back home from school. how i would always ask him to play with me and whine to him for him to stop reading the newspaper. how i would always kiss his cheek and say i love him. how i would always say those promises to him ... has become broken promises.
i want to hold his hand and tell him "i want to be with you forever, papa. i love you". but i didnt dare. i dont have the courage. if i were to tell him that, i know he would think i have ate the wrong medicine or im crazy. but i know deep down, he will feel happy. because just like me when i was young, he wanted his child attention. to grabbed their attention by saying those "disgusting" things. i remember the promise. and i want to keep it. its not late isnt it?

2010-06-15T15:59:00.001+08:00

hahaha. awesome blog:D

2010-03-10T21:58:00.001+08:00

I say:

wo cai?

HUI XIAN says:

yea

HUI XIAN says:

whywhy

I say:

now don have butterfly

HUI XIAN says:

yea

HUI XIAN says:

i know

HUI XIAN says:

that makes the show boring

I say:

don change to yao yao can already

I say:

but they change to her

I say:

i totally don wanna watch

HUI XIAN says:

LOL!

HUI XIAN says:

she dont talk much anyway

HUI XIAN says:

HAHA

I say:

her jaw like ... not straight

I say:

then..she..NOT PRETTY AT ALL AND NOT FUNNY CAN

I say:

i like butterfly

HUI XIAN says:

yea

HUI XIAN says:

just like you love me

HUI XIAN says:
:D

I say:

qu ni niang de

HUI XIAN says:

LOL

2010-02-08T00:03:00.001+08:00

whats the used of crying over spilt milk when you do nothing about it.... do something about it rather than saying "NO". seriously....

i "like" shopping!

2010-01-31T12:43:00.000+08:00

update? what do you want me to update? does this consider a update? :D

the prata yesterday wasnt that great at all-.-

2009-11-09T22:35:00.006+08:00

from the day i was born, i never felt the love i wanted. quarreling over small stuffs... heck, i didnt even expect it to become a big turn out. shouting over each other.... all i could do was stare, calming myself as if to tell myself not to interfere. but.., im part of the family, and i didnt want to add more trouble in it. just because im the youngest doesnt mean im not part of it. i didnt interfere but a part of me wanted to kill the freaking family. don understand why my mom lock the door just because she was angry with my dad. worried, worried that something will happen to her, worried that maybe she fainted inside or whatever it is.., heart pounded hard like something was punching over it. end up, worried turn into anger. shouting came across each other. couldnt understand why quarrel over such small stuffs, really. i choose this path, escape. i wanna escape to somewhere where nobody would know. i tried to contain myself, trying hard not to spill my tears out when im talking to huixian, but heck, i failed, failed terribly, i immediately cried when i started talking to her. crying over small stuffs, useless huh? hah. i know. "you guys dont understand the pain im suffering, i just laugh all day so that you wouldnt know im suffering." this is how my dad feel..this is also how i feel..how i always feel. the reason behind my smile? have been numb from pretending..this is what huixian say. should i say, i agree with her? i know, im always been the selfish one. i have a complete family. im far of better than some of the people out there who doesnt have parents. but just one wish.. one selfish wish. i just wanna feel love, no, scratch that, a bit of love, just that a bit of love... even if its 5secs of love, i wouldnt mind....

home..is never from my dictionary since i was born..

emo? hah. laugh it off.

2009-11-02T15:56:00.003+08:00

yeah i know, im supposed to blog long ago. but yeah.. who cares right? i dont really bother to continue posting.. lazy i should say? school was starting to become tedious, but im just slacking away... which is real bad. tsk tsk tsk. *ahem* someone's birthday is coming eh? muahaha.. mahjong on friday! gonna suck all the money-.-
whats up with my parents. kept pestering us to let them play zuma. tsk tsk tsk.. irritating i should say.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-07-30T21:54:00.002+08:00

hey yo! i think school has been a hell to all of us.. seriously, i always felt sleepy and i just wanna sleep-.- ALWAYS. i hate lessons already. and eventually, i hate going to school too. isnt it that our clique is quite famous, who teacher kept on picking on us like.. so obvious. tsk. cannot stand and also cannot concentrate when teacher keep on nagging and nagging. ROAR. how i wish holidays is here again.

perseverance. see the importance of the school-.-

2009-07-20T00:56:00.001+08:00

lets not procrastinate.. can we?

aishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2009-07-13T16:38:00.003+08:00

hey yo people:D school was alright i guess, always get hungry easily. HAHA. recently, i kept watching videos from youtube. and then, i thought my dad was reading newspaper, so i was laughing loudly. who knows that he actually went in my room sleeping and i ended up getting scolded-.-
papa:GIRL AH, why laugh so loudly!!!!!!!!!!!
me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i didnt heard him scold me until my sister told me. cannot blame, want to laugh, must laugh loudly:D

2009-07-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

am i suppose to be happy or sad? :(

boom boom powwwwwwwwww

2009-06-30T00:48:00.002+08:00

WHATS UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mahjong tomorrow! ahahhahaha.. okay, i dont know what to blog-.- but school is starting and the lessons is gonna start at 8-.- bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i don wanna go to school and learn how to repair the computer.

i wanna get tannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn:D

2009-06-25T23:51:00.004+08:00

mood drop down to the max, totally-.- because of my mom. i don know. i seriously don know what i wanted and what she wanted. was she lucky that i didnt get bad, because she never really truly taken care of us. should she feel proud or feel happy? never did i fail to ask her whether she was okay with her current condition. and i totally dont understand her illness, "grow snake" in chinese. why doesnt she want to go see a doctor? no money? we can actually live without worrying about money. but because you... i was always embarrassed talking about it. and definitely would not like my friends to say something bad about it.

because of her current illness, she didnt cook for days. and we were sick and tired of outside food. today, was asking for money for dinner. "no money" was what she told me. you didnt cook , didnt give me money eat.. what am i going to eat? eat dust?i don even think she fit to be a mom. sorry. but you didnt give me the care i need.

wheres the love and care i always need when i was young? none..

and i didnt feel like to blog it all out

2009-06-23T01:49:00.002+08:00

hello people! :D sorry, im super lazy to update. last saturday was DEER birthday. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY. hope you like the gifts :D and sorry for scaring you. party-world was great i think.. haha. have a great day though:D went to watch "drag me to hell" today. sitting at the back row...didnt help me from hiding those scary part. hahaha. all the vomiting really.. disgusting, and her dentures. walao! like sticky sticky one 0.0 thanks dafu for scaring ah-.-

i wanna get tanneddddddddddddddddddddddddddd:D

2009-06-14T23:47:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! im back:D celebrated pj's and deer birthday yesterday. I LOVE THE CHICKEN:D though i didnt really eat that much..but i like it. went pj's house and ton after that.. and everyone was tired. so.. slowly, everyone fall asleep including me. but i was woken up by hanting and pj laughter. then...everyone sleep except pj, me and pj cousin. totally.... no fun. ton my head. okay, nothing much though. just wanna wish pj happy birthday:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

18 times:D

2009-06-08T23:57:00.002+08:00

its been a long long time since we celebrated someone birthday on our family.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!:D ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...chill~~~ holiday is here:D finally.. always wanted a holiday since school starts from the very first day. hate drawing. hate it a lot a lot. who the hell knows multimedia needs to draw. DAMN THE ******. lets not count down for the next term.. and i should have started practicing my flute-.- hahahahahaha..

2009-06-05T22:32:00.003+08:00

you dont understand how i feel. you think being short is what i wanted? obviously not. i always wanted to grow tall. so you think its my fault of being short? so should i blame myself or blame my freaking body. limit. theres always a limit. sometimes i always think what are friends for? damn it.

down

2009-06-05T22:18:00.001+08:00

FUCK IT. thanks for making my day.

i dont like scolding vulgarities, but you make me say that. thanks:D

2009-06-01T00:58:00.002+08:00

IM BACK, Now theres xinni in our conver alr.
its getting real fun!

CHEKYING'S SISTER'S HOKKIEN NAME - HO(good) CHEE BYE
XINNI'S SISTER'S HOKKIEN NAME- LIANG(measure) CHEE BYE
PEIJIE'S SISTER'S HOKKIEN NAME- LIM(drink) CHEE BYE

hahahahhah :D

POST FROM PEIJIE.

2009-05-31T23:59:00.002+08:00

this is peijie blogging here.
CHEKying is making me laugh like hell right now.
first one is the conversation in the previous post.
then now , i told her..
"next time no money eat dinner, call 914608**"

then she say, why dont call 999 ?
i say "you think police sell food ah?"

then my phone rang.
CHEKYING CALLING *
i smiled and picked up.
she said, hello ? i very hungryy leh.
i laughed silently and say, you dont boliao hor!
she said" you say no money eat call u mah..."
then i laughed and hung up . cos i cant speak out loud as my aunty is sleeping.
then now she says ...

HO CHEK YING;ah chong ah ho!(: says (11:58 PM):
*i very hungry now
*you next time at least answer quietly la
*like that i thought, i talking to ghost
*i go cook mee

okay you really made me feeel so much better. thanks . hahahs.
and xinni, i also knoww you are trying very hard to make me happyy. thankss
loveeyou . (:

2009-05-31T23:37:00.001+08:00

wa..i tell you
*i got blue black because i keep knocking your furniture
HO CHEK YING;ah chong ah ho!(: says (11:08 PM):
*and my other leg is knock on to my bro bed.
*then both leg now TWO BIG BLUE BLACK
peijie ; says (11:08 PM):
*knocking my furniture???
HO CHEK YING;ah chong ah ho!(: says (11:08 PM):
*that time, you use your dumb dumb scared me
*scare*
peijie ; says (11:08 PM):
*LOLLLL
HO CHEK YING;ah chong ah ho!(: says (11:09 PM):
*and is a very big one i tell you
*if elaine is with me and not doing big business
peijie ; says (11:09 PM):
*LOLLLL
HO CHEK YING;ah chong ah ho!(: says (11:09 PM):
*then..she can run with me
*LOL
peijie ; says (11:09 PM):
*LOL
*u also no way to run liao
HO CHEK YING;ah chong ah ho!(: says (11:09 PM):
*ya la
*LOL
*ahaha
peijie ; says (11:10 PM):
*hahhhaha
*so funny
HO CHEK YING;ah chong ah ho!(: says (11:10 PM):
*:(
*LO
*tong si le
peijie ; says (11:10 PM):
*OLOL
*hahahah
*but
*i created memories
*so goodright
*:D
HO CHEK YING;ah chong ah ho!(: says (11:10 PM):
*where got
peijie ; says (11:11 PM):
*see
*nw i think back
*i laugh alot
*LOL
HO CHEK YING;ah chong ah ho!(: says (11:11 PM):
*LAUGH WHAT LAUGH
*LOL
peijie ; says (11:11 PM):
*:D:D:D
HO CHEK YING;ah chong ah ho!(: says (11:11 PM):
*can you move into a bigger house
*so that i can run
*actually i wanted to run out
peijie ; says (11:12 PM):
*U SIAO ah
HO CHEK YING;ah chong ah ho!(: says (11:12 PM):
*but your stupid door LOCK
peijie ; says (11:12 PM):
*lol
*i move to bigger house JUST TO LET U RUN AH!

HO CHEK YING;ah chong ah ho!(: says (11:14 PM):
*OH MY MA MA GOD
*LOL
*move to a bigger house la
*with lesser furniture
HO CHEK YING;ah chong ah ho!(: says (11:15 PM):
*GO STADIUM STAY BETTER

peijie rocks . (:

2009-05-30T21:52:00.019+08:00

hello! just came back from my sister wedding. it was great, i can say. the ambience was nice, the food was nice, everything there was nice:D lets let the picture do the talking:D

cousin and sister

the lonely couple-.-

the couple

hahaha. shock face

constipated face

she, give no face to me

her hair nice nice^^

the swimming pool also nice nice

shaking hands with my big aunt:D

the IC's. lol

cute right!? tight fit pants

damn bad damn bad

serve tea?

the lonely couple eating.

DAMN LONELY

wish you guys happiness:D

this one damn COOL can.. just slot in the card and the thing will automatically go to your room floor. so cool so cool.

im super full now. feel like vomiting. okay. i shall stop here. gotta bath and do cake. tata :D

2009-05-22T23:36:00.003+08:00

im kind of frustrated with this. you came, and didn't say anything about the marriage and not even a word. i feel that, my sister should not married a bastard like you. and my sister is stupid enough to married you even though you done many wrong things. be sure what my brother wrote, i hope you could really do something even though i know you wont. i feel sad for my sister, if she could still stay with us now.. she would be much happier than she is now. she definitely can find her happiness but she's just soft hearted, to even trust a freaking bastard like you. yes, thats her fate..but you know what? she's my sister. we're family. if you were me, you definitely wouldn't want any of your family member to get hurt. what could we say when she have make up her mind. one word, disappointed. if you dont even have the courage to mend your wrong, reassure that my brother is not going for wedding. nevertheless, still wish my sister have her happiness.

okay..went back school to receive prize. thought it would be a voucher. but luckily, its not. went plaza sing to eat don know what fish market. expensive0.0 but its nice,cant deny it. then, went arcade and play and went to see liang wen ying:D OH MY MA MA GOD. she's GREAT. G-R-E-A-T! like her songs lots lots. talk about last time stuff, hahahahaha...funny man. :D

Captain Rules.

#Rule 1.

Captain is always right

#Rule 2.

If captain is wrong, see rule no. 1.

one should not expect forgiveness if he do not have the courage to own up his mistake.

i can feel that my dad is having an heartache, to see her daughter married to a bastard. i feel it,don't you?

2009-05-18T01:31:00.002+08:00

wa.. extremely shocked that people can treat marriage as a joke. thought that they would stop quarreling and just treat everything has never happen but still worried about whether they are divorcing not. but thankfully, they are back to normal. phew. happy for them :D sat have dinner with band-mates and linda. don know whats the restaurant call, but i remember got asia in it. keep asking us to pull in our chair. eat also cannot eat peacefully. after that, went to the roof-top with liyan, pj and kelly. chatted, its great to catch up with each other isnt it? ^^ then, hanting and clarinda joined us. went back home around 12 plus. because went clarinda house and eat bazhang. hahaha. tomorrow go school for 3 hour lesson. so stupid..

tnp dollars tnp dollars tnp dollars

2009-05-12T21:24:00.003+08:00

totally dont understand why. the family problem is like so dramatic. you would never ever thought it would happen in your family,but unfortunately it did happen. i feel bad though, i tried taking the step again, but somehow your words did manage to influence me.. though i wish im not the one who is very easily influence by words. but im still human right.

i trust people, but i don trust them now. thanks to you..

2009-05-08T22:25:00.002+08:00

hello, im back. yesterday met grayson at bus, so coincidence.. then we were chatting some stuff and he really is a joker. haha. anyway, i dont feel like going to school. but no choice, still have to go school right? badminton training today was alright.. didnt go for sectionals =X i don know what to blog already. ciaoooooooo

if thats the way you encourage friend, you're such a bad friend

2009-04-23T09:48:00.002+08:00

hello. im in school now, blogging-.- i kept pondering about some stuff, still. haizzzzzz. i thought i would never saw anyone of them until..yesterday, i saw one of the band-mates-.- hahahaha. okay. enough of it already. yesterday was rainning heavily? no. the wind is blowing heavily. somehow can feel the tree is gonna break or something like that. school is boring as usual, never ever like any lesson though. except for friday ^^ ahaha. the time-table totally sucks. i rather have lesson every morning. then having lesson on afternoon then the next day will start from the morning till evening, which totally sucks, right? anyway, im ought to do my stuff now. still, i wish to blog a very long long long post. but i don know what to blog-.- hahaha. enough of it fullstop tata fullstop

2009-04-18T01:13:00.003+08:00

saddddddddddddddddddddd.. didnt get the scholarship, and worse still, didnt get short-listed-.- haha. maybe is the income. anyway, school suck big time. zzzzzz. i seriously hate the time-table. ANTI-6'o'clock. BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. like, i cant even survive one period of lesson during sec school, now want me to survive for three hours more. 神经病. i dont feel like going to school already...

2009-04-12T23:30:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHH.. tomorrow start of school. siannnnnnnnnnn. its been 2years and i still can clearly remember everything that happens today. nothing happen much during these few days though. tata-.-

2009-04-04T19:04:00.002+08:00

okay. back from camp. tiring and kind of.. regretted signing up for the camp.

DAY 1.

boring like shit. workshop. amazing race. and what else? okay. forgot. but i didnt really talk that much. because i think some of them are just plain immature. grow up please? there's a limit for jokes.

DAY 2.

damn.. the PT. almost 100 of jumping jack. breakfast; raft building; workshop(sleep almost throughout the workshop) ; preparation for gala night; chitchat; and lights out.

DAY 3.

*shock face* i realized something, im kind of scared of height.

okay. didnt really enjoy that much during this 3 days 2 night camp. but still, exchange no. with some of the team-mates. tons of mozzies bite. feel damn irritated. rushed back to zhonghua. stupid security guard. dont let me in and say that the band has went back already. argh..feel damn pissed off. hope the band knows that they did their very best for this year syf. and also hope that the sec4s/5s didnt really make a wrong choice choosing band. but still.. kind of shocked because of something. okay..dinner with band-mates. i like them a lot a lot okay! i missed them like hell. and i really enjoy every bits of stuff we did and everything! love them lots lots <3

read through last time post. band. syf. 12th april 2007. before the results were released, some of the members already know that we got a sliver. but still, we hope everything was a false one. everyone falls back in and just kept quiet and wait for the majors to come back and announce the results. okay. sliver. everyone was crying like don know what. we definitely want a gold, and dont want to disappoint mr. chew. but sadly, we did. like, he even sms jiaying about how disappoint he is. now, i miss band. like a lot. never regretted choosing band as a cca. and never regretted knowing you guys as a family.

2009-03-31T23:04:00.002+08:00

hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. going for camp in few more hours. ^^ was talking to huiyun yesterday.. suddenly miss those times in zwinds etc. all the efforts we put in for syf, though the results was not what we expected.. at least we know we learn something from this band, this family. never gonna forgot those times in band.. hmmmmmm.. suddenly missed band a lot a lot. anyway, just wanna wished zwinds all the best for syf!! let them shit in their pants. all the best:D

2009-03-25T00:17:00.001+08:00

what a pathetic dinner ...

2009-03-20T23:03:00.003+08:00

eh..whats up man!! hahaha. HOLIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! yeah! finally. no need to wake up at 6.30a.m anymore. went to watch coming soon with huixian and rachel. was very excited and didnt really want to watch. and thats the first NC16 movie i watch in cinema okay! went in to the theater and started laughing-.- don know why too. okay...then i start to say something very stupid " eh..the screen is getting bigger"-.- something like that. then rachel scold me white eat(bai chi). IT DOES SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME MAN! but i didnt scream:D just ... jump-.- after finishing watching, went to slack. laugh slack laugh slack laugh slack go home. okay done. :D

you'll be glad that you are leaving but don't forget the bittersweet memories we went through.

but don't regret when you leave, because you've found out that that's the place you've learnt the most..

2009-03-16T19:24:00.002+08:00

hey! whats up man! have been not really busy, but tiring day. hmmmmmm.. having camp on the 1st april. then, still got project to do. holiday coming ^^ eh..seriously i don know what to blog.

byebye-.-

2009-03-10T21:05:00.002+08:00

hello! im back. lazy to blog because....... yeah. school is getting boring already. but holiday is coming ^^ but still got tons of work to do during holiday. bought new phone last week. wasnt really happy to get one , but still, thankful. erm... nothing much though. hope tomorrow lesson wont be so hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. okay, i skip band again-.- very tired. this week, cannot skip already.

because the meeting is so short, that the pictures we took, is actually the memories

2009-03-01T23:42:00.002+08:00

if there is possible, why cant we be fair?

seeing how cruel people can be by killing all these innocent animals in a very cruel way. not because you are doing for the sake of survive, you can find jobs. seriously, the worst and most disgusting video i ever watched was the fur thingy. i dont really care if you have reason or you just want to make money, stop hurting all the animals. can you imagine, if im the one tearing down your skin, alive, you would feel pain right!? so does the animal. and you not only tear them down, you also whack them, step on them and what cruel way did you use?

felt useless because i cant do anything but hope that they would stop doing all this.

2009-02-28T19:15:00.003+08:00

hihihi. super lazy to go for band today. woke up, but super tired, so continue sleeping again. yeah, i join band again-.- i seriously dont understand my aunt. she always like to throw people things without asking! DONT YOU FEEL ANGRY ABOUT IT WHEN PEOPLE THROW YOUR THINGS WITHOUT ASKING!? pissed off man. somemore is people buy for my birthday presents. a lot of dust need to throw people things without asking. *&!$#%@^$^@%#$!&@^#$#!%@^! i want holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

hello! :D be glad that i update the blog. muahaha. watched "the pianist" on okto. watched before, but i think i totally forgot some of the plots. tuned in, and the very first thing i see is, the germans throw down a wheelchair old man. which is.. very very sad.. and it makes me start to hate the germans again. but come to think of it, cant blame them cause its not they wanted. and its all ADOLF HITLER FAULTS! okay-.- its really nice, and i still think the germans is very.. bad, except for one! the captain who saved Wladyslaw Szpilman :D teehee. okay, enough. gonna sleep soon cause im super super tired. tomorrow there's remedial :( and i hate drawing a lot a lot... sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2009-02-18T21:33:00.000+08:00

okay..YEAH. finish changing the blogskin. MUAHAHAHA. shall update real soon..

cannot view with safari leh ....

2009-02-10T23:05:00.002+08:00

wanna blog about many things, but forget it. cause i don feel like already. im kind of tired of school already. very tiring.. BLEAHHHHHHHHHHH! i wanna like, stop blogging cause im super lazy and don know what to blog. its just a died blog anyway-.-

no, i always thought you were a actually good friend. but somehow you are just plain too .... i've never expected much from a friendship, but because you were my friends for almost many years and still counting. dont treat me really nice, cause i will feel very bad and guilty. i dont like to get force too. its just so frustrating.

nobody truly understand. its just a show.

how i wish i've got a grandparents to dote on me too.

2009-02-07T00:14:00.002+08:00

super sorry for not blogging. kind of lazy and tired of blogging already =X school was boring.. i dont understand whats the telematch for. its a waste of time. seriously. if they want to plan this kind of stuff, please plan it properly. and not let us, students, wait for bloody one hour to see the game start. and all the game is freaking boring. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i don like designing. i thought i can finally like, get out of DNT and stop drawing and stop thinking of creative ideas. but sadly, NO! i didnt like totally get over it because of my course-.- i rather go programming=X tsk. i don know what to blog already. just stop here.

i dont like irresponsible people. i hate people find excuses. i dont think there's this word called "true friends"

2009-01-25T23:10:00.002+08:00

♥ K ; says:

WAHAHAH

♥ K ; says:

tonight i go burn yur hse

Chekying '; >` ah chong ah ho!(: says:

why?

Chekying '; >` ah chong ah ho!(: says:

LOl

Chekying '; >` ah chong ah ho!(: says:

crazy

♥ K ; says:

lls

♥ K ; says:

new year

♥ K ; says:

must new

♥ K ; says:

thing

♥ K ; says:

so i burn yur hse

Chekying '; >` ah chong ah ho!(: says:

ya right

♥ K ; says:

u can buy a new one

Chekying '; >` ah chong ah ho!(: says:

you give me money first

♥ K ; says:

no $

Chekying '; >` ah chong ah ho!(: says:

then don burn

♥ K ; says:

stupid-.- hahaha

who's in-charge for the spring cleaning etc.

in-charge of painting the wall:my father

in-charge of decorating the house: my mother-.-(she only know how to do this)

in-charge of cooking etc: my aunt

in-charge of cleaning the house:everyone except my brother

in-charge of eating:everyone

in-charge of sleeping:my brother-.-

cause he got dengue you know, cost my father $300 plus0.0

okay la, wish you guys get good result, good health. :D

2009-01-25T15:50:00.003+08:00

bleahhhhhhhh. didnt get a chance to go back zhss for the celebration. school ended quite late.. zzzzzz.. hope everyone is doing fine huh? this year didnt really have the "qi fen" for chinese new year. but still, hope you guys really get lots and lots and lots and lots ang bao! teeha.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE! ^^

2009-01-20T21:48:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! since how long had i've not been blogging. been rather busy since school re-open. NO. its just that the time table makes everything busy. its always ended up late and eventually i do not really have the time to clean the whole house. two family members were sicked.. namely, katie ho and ho soon seng-.- my brother have dengue 0.0 but not that serious, just a mild one. but to me, i think is serious wor, 1 week mc! O.O but hope both of them get well soon and celebrate cny since the relatives is coming. zzzzz. today went viewing some disgusting stuffs from my hotmail. almost all the disgusting email were sent by yimin;nurse! lol. didnt really pay attention to class =X think lecturer is kind of pissed of too. end here first. ciaooooooo.

its just so tiring attending the class. life so so so much different from secondary school. all those really cheap foods. hee.

2009-01-13T21:14:00.001+08:00

i hate people who keep rushing things like mad and get themselves crazy. just take one step at a time la-.- tsk.

STOP

NAGGING!

2009-01-12T20:23:00.002+08:00

first day of school was pretty alright. just that i missed four buses, all FULLY PACKED-.- and dropped my phone for two times. hmmmmmmmm, nothing much happen though.. just that the talk were rather boring and facing the computer for long hours is not good. photoshop! hahahaha. oh oh. there's this guy which have the same birthday with me! haha. lucky you-.-

funny part funny part. john's friend right, is in higher nitec nursing course.

so i asked him about cca.

me:eh.. you what cca?

him: er..last time badminton

me: dou shuo last time le. now the cca

him: er..red cross

me: wa.. you already nursing still want join red cross.

enough of saving people. i wanna join basketball leh. haha. i also want join guitar club. NO MORE BAND. zzzz. okay. shall stop here. ciaoooooo.

就是因为是朋友才这么说你，要不然才懒得理你。

don cry when you regret it. whats the point when you treated them badly and when you lost them, then you cry over it. seriously hate this kind of person.

don ask who...

2009-01-07T08:51:00.000+08:00

IM IN FOR THE COURSE! YES! TEEHEE :D

the stubbornness of me, did help huh!?

2009-01-04T18:54:00.006+08:00

its been a long time since the whole family settled down to have dinner. the very next is gonna be the reunion dinner! teehee. okay..

CHALET! 261208
tired, didnt sleep for the whole night cause of rashes =X went to celebrate for sam ang birthday, plan failed. went back home to sleep then headed off for chalet. took the wrong bus, sian-.- took cab in the end, the uncle is driving freaking slow. wanted to carry on sleeping at the chalet, but still didnt sleep. BBQ! they damn cool, used up the starter and couldnt start the fire. started burning magazine-.- luckily, sandra went to borrow starter from her classmates, i think. went beach with ah tao, feel the breeze and she fall asleep. SATAY SATAY! melanie bought very expensive satay. stupid-.- haha. TIME TO WATCH LITTE NYONYA. damn nice can.. haha. went back home around 12. next..b.i

B.I! 271208
reached school at around 12 plus. pass down, eat! when was the last time i wore my band uni.? who cares-.- anyway, want thanks for those present etc. esp. flute section huh!? and please, DON TOUCH MY ****! and don go squeeze it. i remember who you are, CHEN SHU JUAN! tsk. and i seriously don like the person who shout like a mad woman. tsk. teacher-in-charge, i scared ar. after b.i, head down to bishan with pj,elaine,jason,hanting,kelly,ziyi and myself. went mos burger to chilllllllllllllllllllllllll. decide to play zhong ji mi ma. me, who think the stupid forfeit, eat the most-.- feel like vomiting after drinking one big cup of milk tea.. and chocolate. *vomit*

im done done done. ciaooooooooooooooooooooooooo :D

2009-01-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

WOOTSSSSS! HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! lets throw away those unhappy stuffs :D alright, was super bored yesterday and msg peijie about eating prata. called me and ask me to go her house to countdown. went there and watch channel 8. and then peijie was like " they so stupid hor, go there become sardine, stay at home watch then nice ma". then comma its like very sad dots dots only three of us celebrate together. super sian. but i try to make the atmosphere very high..haha. send elaine back comma went back to peijie house and wanna eat.. super hungry. then when i came out of toilet, i know peijie would scared me so i prepare. BUT SHE STILL MANAGE AND SCARED ME. tsk. i scream yi xia, her parents came out and asked what happened. then she lied, say i saw zhangliang. tsk! so many thing happen, watched xiang niang re. wa..damn nice! started playing around, realised peijie toe was super scary. can bend and make the crack sound. mine cant, like super naughty. the very last and small one cant even like touch the floor. super naughty. LOL. okay..i blog again soon about the chalet and b.i. super hungry now =X ciaooooooooooooooo.

yesterday was 2008 comma wednesday fullstop now is 2009 comma thursday fullstop aiyoooooooo comma super fast fullstop

2008-12-30T01:21:00.002+08:00

siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. i fail the interview-.- but i was kind of happy la, kinda regretted choosing that course. then now is appeal, and freaking limited courses. all the courses is i don wanna go, multimedia at bukit batok, balastier. tsk. pek chek. but i still don care, i still submit for simei. hopefully i get in, but i think i get in either bukit batok or balastier. tsk.

shall update again for the chalet and b.i tomorrow

2008-12-28T01:29:00.002+08:00

i should stop thinking about it and i seriously hate those rashes. kill me to get of this suffering. i should stop crying! really. damn it

2008-12-28T00:00:00.001+08:00

siannnnnnnnn. couldnt access to the web, which means im still like don know what course to get in. i should have wrote it myself.. tsk. damn pissed but super sian

2008-12-25T22:57:00.004+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE.

hope you guys have a great day ya! staying at home was kind of torturing. zzzz. have been doing nothing at home. future brother in law bought me a watch!(oh my god, typo-.-) hah. ^^ results out tomorrow, hope its the last course i choice =X thats all i think. ciaoooooooo

we wish you a merry christmas.

we wish you a merry christmas~

AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR! YEAH!

its my birthday you know? hohohohohohoho :)

2008-12-23T00:31:00.001+08:00

why do we have to care when we shouldnt really need to care? its all start from the beginning, the stuffs that build up the passion. and making used to it..

2008-12-22T23:53:00.002+08:00

okay okay. today was fun? i think. met peijie. she thought i was going to have a hair cut, but sadly, my mum wasnt at home... so no money to cut =X sorry to waste your 45cents. but anyway, went to develop photos at kovan then bought cupwalkers. reached peijie house, was watching tv and slept through half way of watching.. then skip skip skip. accompany peijie to buy cake for her aunty! then celebrate, then don know what happen. peijie started to splash water-.- ALL BECAUSE OF KELLY AGAIN. lol. then i think peijie pass the hose to kelly, she started spraying at me. then im all wet. WET. W-E-T! thanks kelly-.- okay. pray hard for the results! pray pray pray pray pray pray.

what's with all the nonsense. cant you guys just put yourselves into each other shoes.

2008-12-19T00:50:00.006+08:00

whats with all the private blog
got back results. quite satisfied with the result but i want my english to be A so badly. zzzzzz. hah. didnt really thought that our top scholars was huixian. YOU FREAKING TYCO ASS-.- but still congrats eh! and why wasnt my cpa A also. i seriously think that our class did super well!!! :D we kinda overbeat all the national percentage in every sub. which is.. GOOD! INCREDIBLY GOOD! muahahaha. so, im stuck in the courses i wanna go. stuck stuck stuck stuck STUCK! tsk. watched "the day the earth stood still" it was actl nice because the actor is handsome. lol. its just a okay okay movie. its just probably tell us not to harm the earth. if not everybody get killed except for those animals. anyway, tinglihua, i didnt OWE you any ice cream because you didnt say carefully on the very first day! you just say you treat me if i get 3points. but you didnt say if i never get 3points, i gotta treat you. so too bad, treat yourself an ice cream! :D
im glad that i have many wonderful friends who wishes me good luck. hmmmm. maybe i should be like huixian, to be worried about her results and get top. haha.

you gotta be satisfied with your results, YOU HAVE TO

2008-12-18T13:12:00.000+08:00

this probably lead me to somewhere better..

maybe not

2008-12-13T19:03:00.007+08:00

okay okay. HELLO EVERYONE! i have really enjoy myself yesterday! teehee! so i think this post is gonna be a long one. i actually thought it will be a very simple birthday. because i don really expect much, really. but then, i still have really great friends who celebrate with me. which is, liyan, peijie, hanting, minghao, kelly(qing ai de), ziyi. so my lunch was a mega mc spicy with chilli and salt. then we went to other place and cut cake. and thats when neo xinni join us. haha. so i really want to thanks you guys for celebrating with me yeah! esp. limpeijie with a high fever yesterday. take careeeee! went to find my sister at night for dinner. the ramen also very salty one-.- i got to admit that i ate a lot yesterday. which causes me having to lao sai. sister bought me a wallet! yeah!!! then, when boarding the bus, this bus uncle shouted at me-.- i know, my fault that i didnt went to change the ez-link card. but cant you see im on the phone. and he shouted me like i owe him money. tsk. then my day was actually ruin by him. reached home and got my 2nd present from chong liyan. and my day was BRIGHT again! ha. thanks many alright :D i don need any big presents, all i need was a simple wishes from you to make my day special :)

thanks everyone (:

okay..,THANK YOU VERY MUCH! i really have a wonderful and SWEET 16. MUACKS MUACKS

2008-12-13T00:06:00.001+08:00

讨厌LEH! tsk.

2008-12-12T00:19:00.002+08:00

CHEKYINGGGG.! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUU! LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVEEE!
seeee you soooon babeyyy.! :D:D:D

2008-12-11T19:25:00.004+08:00

i dont feel like blogging.

very lazy to blog.

just let this blog dead.

its just a normal day tomorrow. dont expect much though.

breakfast, lunch and dinner.. done with tomorrow shecdule.

2008-12-09T14:13:00.002+08:00

okay. im super lazy to blog. so bear with it=X wanted to blog a very long post, but nothing comes on my mind now. went expo on sunday.. regretted eating burger king. expensive D: waited for allan tsui to come. so when he reached, both of us were super bored.. while peijie was working, he wanted to shop, but i was abit lazy =X so we crap damn long until pj knocked off. then went back home . yesterday went to expo to find pj also. wanted to buy the slipper but ...

tomorrow going swimming early in the morning!! ^^ blog again soon. ciaoooooooo

2008-12-09T01:38:00.002+08:00

dedicated to beloved ho chek ying and allan tsui .
thanks so much.! :)

2008-12-04T13:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO CHEKYING. we are meeeting later on!! hahaha excited? bloooops. let me post smth ah. for you and your fans to read! :D

想说,不管发生什么事,日子还是这样过,地球还是一样在转.
没有人会因为你的悲哀而难过,更没有人会因为你失去的东西而感到遗憾.
人,为了什么会愤怒,为了什么会开心,为了什么会茶饭不思,为了什么会悲伤,为了什么会惊恐?
是失去了友情,亲情或者是爱情?
值得吗?

(PJ/kelly SAYS: 值得!!!)

有些事,如果看得开,其实并不那么难解决.但如果固执,放不开,那么只会让自己继续困在旋涡之中.一个人的性格其实不难改变.可你是为自己而改变,还是为了他而改变,值得吗?

爱情是盲目的.
它可能是一个未完成的拼图,当你被爱冲昏了头,即使你明明就知道他并不是从缺的那一张拼图,你还是硬想把他拼上去...可能吗?
一个真正的幸福,唯一的牺牲,应该只是再你的私人空间中多加了一个人,而不是陪上你的友情,更不是你自己的自由.也许你还不明白,可是当你接触更多的人,你会发觉你早该站在客观的角度看戴你们之间的问题.到底是中间出现了裂痕,还是一开始就是一个错误?

2008-12-03T20:17:00.003+08:00

okay.. shall update a proper one. wake up kinda early today. tired. accompany elaine to work, laughed a lot. so did you guys watch heart flower stalk stalk open 2? lol-.- ate subway, thanks elaine! :D after that cab down to downtown. thought that we could be cycling. who knows that we end up going for bowling. because the two da xiao jie(pj and kelly) say very hot, say we not like you(me-.-), who like to sweat. bowling is kinda fun. but kinda hot, because the air con is not cooling. i really cant believe that person said that she once double strike before. but who knows, she gutter 4 or 5 times-.- and that person is KELLY SOO! pj knows how to play bowling okay. went for arcade after bowling. money fly damn fast. spent quite a lot of money at the arcade, playing the stupid drum-.- haha. because i don know how to play then keep failing thats why not nice. kelly, i win you in daytona!! :D so slack and found huixian at downtown too. sat down and chat with her. played her psp and accompany her for 4 hours i think. some interesting food seller there are so cool. free movies for you, huixian. very tired now.. shall stop here. ciaoooooo

melanie, lets go watch QUARANTINE! :D

2008-12-02T23:30:00.001+08:00

YEAH!!!!! my birthday is coming!!! :D

done-.-

2008-11-27T23:11:00.002+08:00

chekying is lazy to post. and so, i shall post for her.
she LOVES peijie. she LOVES hanting. & she LOVES kelly.
she LOVES thisss clique. :D

2008-11-26T01:35:00.002+08:00

hmmmmmmmmmmm. i should be in bed now. but im still wide awake. gonna wake up real early tomorrow. better not oversleep again. BOOOOO! im still thinking about what kelly told me just now. should have accompany you to "put your bomb" . but you also end up taking photo. hahaha. update again next time. really wanted to blog, but still don know what to blog. ciaoooo.

that freaking computer again. tsk!

2008-11-24T13:24:00.001+08:00

I didnt scold you okay, KELLY SOO. ROAR!

open houseeeeeeeee

2008-11-22T23:37:00.002+08:00

oh ... slept about 3 hours. if hanting didnt called me, if not i think you guys gotta wait for me like damn long. sorryyyy. okay, VERY TIRING. carry the can drinks is heavy okay!? kelly was like very funny. she carry the cornet, 2 clarinet and minghao uni. she complain very heavy. then hanting ex-changed with her. then she was like, "eh..very light leh". but walk a few minutes, she starts to complain very heavy leh! then end up taking the instruments again-.- kelly, you very CUTE! then my rashes is back again. but its on my hand, because i take the can drinks. so its like swollen and red. hmmmmm... went back home because i feel very sick. but after that im alright already. went back school and helped out! rather tiring because carrying the can drinks already make my hand weak. so didnt really help that much too. i think my hand is painful now. shall stop here. tata...

2008-11-20T02:04:00.002+08:00

both parties is at fault. you cant blame the other party when the other party is trying very hard to change. whereas you should also be glad that she change it for you. both parties quarrel that very night, says what he don like about her, and she try to change it because of him. keep saying and saying and saying. the other party couldnt stand it. slam door. i've got shocked. she tried to pull back her tears, but still very frustrated. thats it. both parties is in the wrong.

went back band today. kinda lonely at first because xl, elieen ,joyce and felicia went off first. waited for pj to come. FUN! take photos. laugh. timo came back. couldnt stand him.. keep winking is eyes like some freak-.- wanted to play flute. but better not. kelly very funny.

kelly: eh..can help me take my case not. my gastric pain.

me: huh? you gastric pain cannot take case? also not your hand pain. then those people don have hands de how?

kelly: hahahahahahahahhaha -.-

weird. another one.

throw rubbish in front of hanting, minghao and me.

kelly: aiya..don want drink already. *throw*

me: eh...wa.. don like that leh

kelly: aiya..nvm la

minghao pull her back and asked her to pick

kelly: eh..don pull me, i gastric pain.

-.-! whatever kelly. okay.. stop here. tata

2008-11-16T14:18:00.002+08:00

i always have that curiosity. wanting to know what you were thinking but end up giving up cause i dont wanna know already. very lazy to blog, very lazy to change the blogskin. im always lazy in doing whatever things i do. but thats me. gonna change it then. but, whats so bad about laziness? dont tell me you're not lazy at all, at once.

i always thought you were my best friend, but i seems to wrong about it. you are NOT my best friend.

2008-11-16T01:43:00.001+08:00

im feeling frustrated and sianzzzzzz! tsk.

2008-11-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

crying on the same place, same spot.

2008-11-08T00:45:00.003+08:00

okay. i love the clique! haha. today was rotting at home, was quite looking forward to the dinner. so, pj sms-ed me and i went her house after that. what the.. i paid $1.55 for the stupid bus fare. whats the ez-link card for? why am i showing her and still pay for the stupid price? i take about a few stops and i pay such a high price-.- they say cannot wear uniform then pay the student price, must have ez-link card. then now i have the ez-link card but its spoilt(so obviously im using coin to pay), i show it to her i still pay the price. okay..whatever! damn you-.-! so..went dinner with, pj, kelly, hanting and ziyi. okay.. so fun! we chat a lot of stuffs. and we carry on chatting until 12 without kelly. yeah.. hope theres more of this session again. ciao!

(edited)

since the two crazy people reflect about today. i shall reflect it to! haha. -.-! okay, everyone around us have friends(duh-.-!), but seriously, what are friends for? been there for you or what? if you expect your friends to be there for you all the times, as time goes by, that kind of expectations is so gonna die down. as in, your friend is gonna have his/her life. doesnt mean that he/she only have you, as friend. i trusted you so much, yet you hit me down to the hell...

so..ciao! again..

2008-11-01T22:06:00.003+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. life is pretty boring now, rotting at home isnt that great. have been watching the suite life of zack and cody these few days, pretty nice show. really don want to say something bad about the freaking job, but you know what? i have wasted my freaking 8 hours on a public holiday and i don get a freaking cents. Fyou! whoops. i don mean it-.-! but anyway, that job seriously suck to the core. arghhhh! anyway, im broke.. don ask me out or something. so yeah..ciaoooo

2008-10-28T18:38:00.000+08:00

DAMN SAD DAMN SAD DAMN SAD!

2008-10-25T22:50:00.002+08:00

ar.. having headache now. gonna take medicine later and have a good sleep. hmmmm.. hives is getting better, at least the medicine does help. rather than keep applying the calamine lotion. lucky im in for the job! haha. so does hope everything goes smoothly on that day itself. and yeah, my life now is currently taken over by medicine. zzZZzzzz...

2008-10-23T08:25:00.002+08:00

im currently awake now because of the rashes again. YES! again-.- im gonna see doctor later on. not just the rashes alone, and of course my lips, its swollen.. ZZZZZ. i didnt sleep last night cause of the itchy itchy rashes. so went watching tv and till now, im tired-.- gonna get a good sleep later on after seeing the doctor. yeah.. ciaoooooooo.

sorry that its a last min. thing.

2008-10-20T20:32:00.002+08:00

oh my goodness! im currently watching channel 8 show, "life transformer". the house is really..oh my god! i really feel like helping them can! the toilet is dirty, the house is filled with cockroaches and ants and the house is damn unhygienic. anyway, they got intellectual problem, so yeah. okay, shall stop here. ciao

2008-10-17T23:55:00.002+08:00

okay.. actually i don know what to blog. but just blog-.- you know, seriously i don feel like working. but later if i don work, i cant possibly rot at home rot right? but i also don like to rot at that shop can.. and some-more i seriously have no interest in that job-.-! i think i going to see doctor again, someday.. my rashes like, back already? very itchy itchy itchy itchy.

ciaooooooooooo

2008-10-11T20:44:00.009+08:00

A Moment Like this - Kelly Clarkson

What if I told you it was all meant to be.

Would you believe me

Would you agree

It's almost that feelin'

We've met before

So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy

When I tell you love has come here now .

A moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

Some people search forever

For that one special kiss

Ohh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this .

Everything changes

But beauty remains

Something so tender

I can't explain

Well I maybe dreamin'

But 'till I awake

Can we make this dream last forever

And I'll cherish all the love we share

A moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

Some people search forever

For that one special kiss

Ohh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this.

Could this be the greatest love of all

I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall

So let me tell you this .

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

Some people search forever

For that one special kiss

Ohh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

Ohh!

(A moment) Like this!

(A moment) Ohh!

I can't believe it's happening to me!

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

Ohh

Like this.

wooooooooooooooooo. yesterday was graduation day, i was late-.- very very late. suppose to reached school at 10.10a.m but i slept till 10.50-.- so i was like rushing and forgot to * * *. only x.l know the secret. everyone was very

excited and finally its time to walk on the RED carpet!! yeah! everything seems just so short. and we gonna move on. miss sleeping in class and listening music secretly =P anyway, i didnt give gifts except for my section. but thanks those who have give me cards, sweets etc. 4e/5ns, all the best for you upcoming big 'O's

if friends keep promises, i guess it wont last long.

2008-10-10T00:31:00.002+08:00

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! exams finally over. didnt really catch some sleep yesterday night. tried to, but cant. so slept around 3 plus 4. so, was struggling when i woke up. didnt feel like going to school and i just want to carry on sleeping. oh my gosh, DNT is freaking difficult. didnt really study for it, because i seriously don like dnt and have no interest on it. so i was like leaving some of the questions blank and some just anyhow fill in the freaking helping words. but at least i tried to do the questions, some of my classmate didnt even do section B-.- since its over, wont complain much anymore i think. oh yeah, tomorrow is the big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big big day! cant imagine im actually saying goodbye to zhonghua tomorrow. haha. shall stop here. ciaoooooo

2008-09-29T01:21:00.003+08:00

i know i should be in bed now, but my paper starts in the afternoon, so..YEAH! ahaha. did i mention friday was my last day in school? alright.. 4 years have pass and everything seems like a dream. when that particular day comes, which is the graduation day, i will be like, WOW, im graduating, like so god damn fast. though i really hate zhonghua a lot, but all the friends you meet is kinda great huh!? last day, last lesson? come back to school for exams and just wait for the day to graduate and wait for the results and we go our own way!? thats life i think.. shall go on bed later! muahaha

2008-09-16T21:07:00.003+08:00

okay..i don really know what to post but i have pictures!!!!!! which is really disgusting.. if you feel itchy, don see ya!? i don know what is it, but i don think its hives. but im alright now, i guess..

itchy itchy scratchy scratchy

this one is BIG! real big..(itchy itchy)

okay..you cant see the difference-.-

same goes to this picture too-.-

this is after i put the medicated oil

alright, im mad. but i seriously have nothing to post about it so ....

2008-09-06T22:49:00.001+08:00

don say i petty, its unbearable. what friends are for? i don know..

im tired.. give me a break dude

2008-09-02T22:11:00.006+08:00

you know, sometimes i really dont understand what my parent's is thinking. they quarrel over small stuffs, and i felt so useless standing there and let them shout over to each other. all i could do is just to calm my mum down.. and i somehow think that the family is broken. i don know.. been the youngest doesnt mean i don have the right to care about the family right? they always said that we young kids wont understand where the problem lies and blar.. sometimes, you just wanna talk things nicely, but end up, you were drag into the problem. its really difficult to understand, very very difficult.. how i wish everything will be back in normal, but i doubt it isnt gonna happen..
anyway, wanna thanks those who wishes me good luck for my exams. it sure does meant a lot to me!!! (: thanks!

time would reveal the truth

2008-08-29T22:30:00.002+08:00

oh yeah. im blogging. damn exhausted today. ran 2 rounds for aces day, almost vomited i think. haha. and ya, shall not put milo in my bag anymore, it spills on my class tee and my bag-.- have to go laundry shop which wash specially for bags! and bet its gonna cost a lot. my class tee is covered with milo and its stinky. well, unlucky day. my leg hurts now. shall get some sleep this few days! wahaha. n level next week, how sad!

2008-08-23T00:08:00.004+08:00

you know, sometimes your best friends said something that hurt you the most, without them realizing it. but who would know that they hurt the person. but anyway, olympic is gonna finish!!!!

nastia with her medals

MICHAEL PHELPS!

SHAWN JOHNSON!

he's cute when he smile. lol

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

2008-08-14T19:45:00.006+08:00

zuo xian's birthday!

1,2,3
4,5,6. don know which idiot seven =P
7,8,9
another 7,8,9
10! i think thats elaine footy! damn cute.
another 10!
PJ's birdday!

aiya..don wanna blog about it anymore already. being a busybody isnt good i think. dare to say in my face, i welcome you alright!? anyway, went back to school with slipper and act as if my leg was really injured. but yeah, im not a good actor or actress. then just caught from the woman and haha, name been written down. like, whatever!? cause in the first place, its really fake. detention, DETENTION LOR. jump topic, OLYMPICS! wahaha, gymnastics rocks okay!!!! they really WOW me! esp. the woman individual usa! shawn johnson! and and i think michael phelps is.. pro. he really eat a lot and also swim a lot. eating about 12, 000 calories, and swim about 5 hours per day. no wonder he break the record. so do you think singapore will win china for the table tennis?? hope they win la, obviously-.- okay anyway, wanna end off this picture cause i think its freaking... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! er xin!

it doesnt look like snow!-.-